Release

Você sempre esteve tão perdido. Não houve um momento em toda sua vida em que você teve certeza - certeza sobre quem é, sobre o que quer, sobre o gosta. Sempre teve certeza quase nenhuma - no máximo sobre o que não quer, o que não gosta. Os anos vão passando e começa a surgir uma noção - acha que deveria fazer isso, ser aquilo, e quando pensa estar encontrar o caminho... puf! A vida te derruba. E com a queda as possibilidades vão ao chão. Aí você se levanta, com os joelhos ralados, as pernas bambas, o coração cansado e a única certeza que tem é o desgosto pela queda.

O que fazer quando temos que tentar, mas estamos cansados de cair?

First sign

- I'm so lost. And angry. I don't know what I wanna do and this makes me angry. I'm losing my time.
- But there is a beautiful learning in all your suffering.
- Yeah, I know. But it could be more... helpful.

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- I do not want to see people. I do not want to talk to them. I'm so tired.
- Yeah, that happens, people suck our energy.
- Hm, but it isn't just this.
- So what is that about?

- I told you, I'm tired. People tell me what I should do, how I should do...

- And they know nothing about yourself.

- Yes! But that's the problem: If they are sad or have any problem, you listen to them, you don't judge them, you try to support them. But when they listen to you is not the same! They tell you all sort of bullshit. They blame you.

- Yeah, people love to rule, it's like they had a huge book called "Fucking bullshit rules for other's life".

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People sucks. And they are much more sucker when you're tired. Well, they are human after all. I think we should have patience. 

But this is not easy.